Thursday, September 01, 2005
dunno y recently feel abit down. promo is so near yet i stil cant force myself to study. n mr chew say when u fail a sub dere's gonna b another exam in nov. tt totally puts me off lorz. how can i eva pass my maths?? my ca score too low le. in my mind i noe i need to study alot but in da end too many distractions le. juz simply cant study.
hahaz a fren of mine finally found his loveee....! though always kj him n tt gal but stil feel happy 4 him. he changed alot since coming into jj. hahaz. 4 e better lorz. he's no longer e old perverted him. =P now i got more stuff to suan him le. lol.
lemmi count.... its been 6 mths since i 1st saw her n fall 4 her. up til now we stil total strangers. cant even tok to her normally. izzit so hard?? i really wanna noe her more n understand her. but its almost impossible. she's in a diff klaz n diff combi. wun get e chance to c her. m i obstinate or stupid or juz crazy in love? time has passed quickly le. y cant it slow down a bit?i really lyk her. n dun tink e feelings will change in e near future. feels lyk im gonna b heart broken again.
recently i hate to stay at home.my mum wld nag at me. my aunt wld nag at me. bro. dad. everyone juz annoy me. esp my aunt n sumtimes my mum. even when i do hw dey stil not satisfied. always say wad u chose dis road or blah blah blah. juz leave me alone!! really. get away. its so irritating! n i noe in deir heart, dey always compare me wif bro. well my bro has done well in his study. i juz wish dey stop comparin me wif him. i ave a diff personality frm him. cant expect us to do e same stuff. n im always compared to other pple. muz study as many sub as poss. when i wanna drop higher chi in p5, dey were angry. when i was forced to drop higher chi in sec3, dey keep tinkin i purposely did badly. HEYY LOOOK HERE. i cant study means cant. n now dey unhappy i dropped chem. tink 4 sub beta n is a mus. lol. wad abt other 3sub pple? dey juz gonna die coz dey 3 subs?? haix. juz get off me. n i have to pia my econs hw lata....
i lyk u alot alot...
take it up and put it down.
11:09 AM
