Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
Won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
'Cause we are finally free tonight
Thursday, February 24, 2005
haiz. today went to fty house play mahjong. was supposed to b a happy day but after wad i heard frm zest n kk, my mood totally changed. y did she have to tell him- a big mouth? now so many pple noe. yeahz n wad she said. i feel i'm pathetic lorz. L O S E R -- tt's me. dis totally sux. heng zest n kk din niao me over it. im bery grateful to dem lorz. even kb din after he knew abt it. tot tt dey wld, but dey din. dey were really nice. den were e usual kaobeing n suaning among us. it was funny, but sumhow whenever i laugh, dere's a sense of bitterness inside me. nv felt dis way 4 such a long time. mayb weini's rite on dis. i cant bring myself to stop tinkin abt dis. dis may be gayish to sum, but i wish sc were bside me. he's been lyk a real true frenz. though he always gi siao me budden he is very considerate when it come to dis. mayb frenship IS more valuable...
